I Did Not Mean To Fall In Love With You

 

So the  thing is

I did not mean to fall in love with you

But I did

Right at the moment when I was ready to give up

When I have lost the will to fight -the will to live

 

Mind you

It wasn't on purpose

And I'm not saying that it's your fault

I'm not saying that my soul lights up by seeing your smile

Or that my heart gets excited when I hear you laugh

You didn't help the situation by revealing your beautiful heart

Being so compassionate and kind 

You were always there for me at my best and some of my darkest times 

You have the most amazing,  sexy and brilliant mind

Let's talk about the fact that  you gave your attention to the things that were  important to me

And how you are resolute , passionate but respectful when we disagree

When you started making me feel like your priority

 I knew something was up and I was excited and scared for my heart

I knew I was in trouble when you stealthily like a secret operative invaded and solely inhabited my thoughts 

You started giving me space to communicate and express my feelings

And all the old scars,  hidden wounds, suppressed trauma began their healing

Why would you do that if you didn't want me to be madly,  badly and gladly in love  with you?

Why would you say that you hear me and my feelings are validated if you didn't want my heart and soul connected to you?

You let me talk and you listen

You are like the piece of the puzzle that I didn't know was missing

You make me feel safe

Giving me the right amount of space 

And in a world with over a billion people you make me feel seen

And just like that

You have become my Queen, the A on my Team

 

But I didn't mean to succumb to the enchantment and become so enamored by you

I really did not mean to fall in love with you 

But I'm really glad that I did

So glad that I did

Because breaths are much sweeter to inhale

When love is a beautiful  reason to live

 

 

 

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